Sunday, June 26, 2016

At Last As Me / Por fin Como Yo / Alla fine Come Mi


I taught myself to be invisible
Early on in life
I discovered the value of not being seen
Found the spaces no one looks
The in between
And I became so accomplished at it
Vanishing to me
Was like breathing to other children
Something that came so naturally
Something I had to do
To survive
And when I was perceived
It was never really me
Just what they needed me to be
In truth there was no me to see
A self was nothing more
Than a luxury

As I grew
Life handed me new lessons
Confirming those from early days
That life was happy with the way
I did not exist
Taught me to not resist
The role I was told to play
Taught no one cared what I might say
Despite dark thoughts
Deep depressions
No one caught my self suppression
My one man, lonely cabaret

The came that time
Where I had lived their life
For too long
And received for my dedication
Pain, sorrow and isolation
It took too long to realize
That whatever might be my own life
Could not be worse than this
Whatever trouble being me might bring
Raising my voice in my own song
At least if I failed
Or if I was hailed
It would be as me
At last as me


Me enseñó a ser invisible
Al principio de la vida
Descubrí el valor de no ser visto
Se han encontrado los espacios nadie mira
El entre
Y se hizo tan logrado en ella
Fuga a mí
Era como respirar a otros niños
Algo que vino de forma natural
Algo que tenía que hacer
Para sobrevivir
Y cuando se percibía
Nunca fue realmente me
Justo lo que necesitaba que estuviera
En verdad no había conmigo para ver
Un auto no era más
Que un lujo

A medida que crecía
La vida me dio nuevas clases
Confirmando los primeros días de
Que la vida estaba contento con la forma
Yo no existía
Me enseñó a no resisto
El papel que se le dijo a jugar
Enseñado a nadie le importaba lo que pueda decir
A pesar de pensamientos oscuros
depresiones profundas
Nadie me llamó la supresión de auto
Mi un solo hombre, el cabaret solitario

El vino ese momento
Donde había vivido su vida
Por mucho tiempo
Y recibido por mi dedicación
El dolor, la tristeza y el aislamiento
Se tardó demasiado en darse cuenta
Que todo lo que podría ser mi propia vida
No podría ser peor que esto
Cualquiera que sea problema de ser yo podría traer
Levantando la voz en mi propia canción
Al menos si fallaba
O si fue aclamado
Sería como me
Por fin como yo


Mi ha insegnato ad essere invisibile
Nella fase iniziale nella vita
Ho scoperto il valore di non essere visti
Trovati gli spazi non si guarda
La in mezzo
E sono diventato così compiuto a questo
Vanishing a me
Era come respirare ad altri bambini
Qualcosa che è venuto in modo naturale
Qualcosa che dovevo fare
Sopravvivere
E quando mi è stato percepito
Non è mai stato veramente me
Proprio quello che avevano bisogno di me per essere
In realtà non c'era me vedere
Un auto non era altro
Che un lusso

Come sono cresciuto
La vita mi ha dato nuove lezioni
Confermando quelli dai primi giorni
Che la vita era felice con il modo in cui
Io non esisto
Mi ha insegnato di non resistere
Il ruolo mi è stato detto di giocare
Ha insegnato a nessuno importava cosa potrei dire
Nonostante pensieri oscuri
profonde depressioni
Nessuno ha attirato la mia soppressione auto
Il mio unico uomo, cabaret solitario

Il venuto quel tempo
Dove avevo vissuto la loro vita
Per troppo tempo
E ha ricevuto per la mia dedizione
Il dolore, il dolore e l'isolamento
Ci è voluto troppo tempo per realizzare
Che tutto ciò che potrebbe essere la mia vita
Non potrebbe essere peggio di questo
Qualunque sia la difficoltà di essere me potrebbe portare
Alzando la voce nella mia canzone
Almeno se ho fallito
O se mi è stato salutato
Sarebbe come me
Alla fine come me



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June 27, 2016 at 2:50 AM

Que palabras mas delicadas y profundas. Fue como estrar un poco en tu vida.
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June 27, 2016 at 8:06 PM

I love your writing <3
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June 27, 2016 at 8:38 PM

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June 27, 2016 at 11:54 PM

Great job!
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June 28, 2016 at 1:31 AM

very powerful and touching poem...we all make ourselves invisible at times, out of fear, our of habit...but there always comes a time when we decide enough is enough...either that or we must disappear for real.

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June 28, 2016 at 7:07 AM

I so love this. Thanks for sharing!

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June 28, 2016 at 12:11 PM

Great job my friend:-)
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June 28, 2016 at 12:25 PM

Oh my! This is really impressive and intensive! Wow. Makes me sad though.

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June 29, 2016 at 12:12 AM

What's your name? Odysseus said "my name is Nobody...."
that's a very profound story, my dear
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June 29, 2016 at 4:30 AM

Wonderful, sentimental poetry as always!
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June 29, 2016 at 5:33 PM

Words from the heart. :)

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June 29, 2016 at 10:25 PM

Aw, kinda made me sad. Glad that phase is long gone. Beautifully written. Makes me think of all the young ones that may be going through this phase and hoping they find a way to get past it.

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June 30, 2016 at 12:40 PM

so sweet.I love the pictures they are awesome

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June 30, 2016 at 5:20 PM

you are unique as you are my friend..you are a gift to the world..be who you are..many love you..

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July 1, 2016 at 2:11 AM

So fab!

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cute
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